I guess it's one of those moments when I stop and think about what I've done this past year. Just slowing everything down allowing myself to breathe..
I graduated from my school this year, well that was fun since now I don't have to spend time with people that hate me and I simply dislike them back.
I'm more relaxed and I'm feeling my creativity flow, I'm creating new things and upgrading my looks. I also fixed a maid outfit for my next convention, närcon :3
But It's not been all fun I just simply hope that my actions before all of this didn't ruin peoples lives.. The past year I broke off a relationship I had for about 2 years. I felt like a monster but I had to do it because at the time I felt like shit. Then I made som bad choices that I regrett which was starting another relationship that led nowhere. But I guess that it was a good thing nothing happened since it was nothing that was meant to be.
I just sit down and wonder when I'm alone and silently hoping that the people I've been such a bad person to will ever forgive me and I wish them a happy life especially the one I broke up with this december after two years of distance and somewhat frequent meetings. Sorry for everything and good luck
Apart from being a heartbreaker and gotten my own heart broken I've been up and down in weight and sometimes my doctors have warned me about being anorexic but I fought it and won.. Kinda..